i wanna be honest just for a second everybody wants to be accepted i'm no exception you see don't let my friends see the real me 'cause i got this dream stealing my sleep every single night these eyes are on me i'm feeling ugly worthless and dumb they think i'm ready but the jig is up i need a moment to cry 'cause i know and i know and i know i'm weak inside i need a moment to hide 'cause i know and i know and i know i'm scared inside i wanna be honest just for this moment sometimes i just feel so alone and i keep running i don't know why maybe i'm dumb or maybe i'm high 'cause all these expectations on me it's hard to stay true and believe but i keep pushing i don't know why reaching for truth in all of my lies i need a moment to cry 'cause i know and i know and i know i'm weak inside i need a moment to hide 'cause i know and i know and i know i'm scared inside
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