Disappear from everyone
I hold so close to me
Fade away into the night
And hope it takes away the pain
If i fall asleep forever
For better or for worse
At least i won't be awake
To feel the guilt and regret
I always knew
I can't even cry if i wanted to
And i'm sorry that i lie when i talk to you
I don't remember the last time i smiled
And meant it
I can't remember the last time I felt something real