作词 : Daniel Nwosu Jr 作曲 : Daniel Nwosu Jr I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted Repeat the cycle everyday I gotta start with a drink My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink Then I get angry take the rest and pour it right in the sink I know where this road goes Alcohol ain't my friend but I keep drinking cause these demons roam And follow me round everywhere I go It clouds my mind and soul It turns my heart cold But I keep drinking cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone I having problems my pride won't let me reach out Looking at this bottle having nothing but doubt Don't wanna drink but it keeps coming around and around and around I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I know I need to quit I gotta do better Example to these kids Cause they're watching when I'm there But I'm scared Cause I been chasing the man that I am when I start to drink He's cocky confident and he don't give a damn what you think This world is beating me down and it's Pushed me right to the brink I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape I'm taking care of these people but no one takes care of me I want to talk to somebody but I feel no one relates I need I better now I think I've lost my way I'm having battles with faith It's painted right on my face I hope better times are coming No chase but I'm still running I gotta take control And I won't stop for nothing Dear God this is my test Promise that I'll do my best Just help with this pain I feel and pressure that is on my chest I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize I got wasted
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