Here I am, staring at my own palms
I feel the warmth of your hand
I thought I’d be forever by your side, protecting you
Assuming that’s what you wanted to
I had no clue, that we had nothing between us
Perhaps I was so scared to know the truth
Now that you’re gone, and yet your love is still embracing me
I’m at a loss, I need you with me
It’s like I’m drowning, as if I’ve lost the way
But you always appear as if you guide my way
I thought I could do it all, I had my confidence
But now I’m left alone with no one by my end
I knew my faults, but I pretended I didn’t know
I fear I’m not the kind of man you know
I see you smile, pretending everything is alright
But that made me feel more in misery
I don’t know where to start, there is nothing left for me
I know I’ve lost it all except the memories
When I have my chin up high, I see a glimpse of light
Like how we find the brightest star up in the sky
I now have the courage to show you there is a way
You told me silently I know what you will say
And when I search for you, I see a guiding light
It’s not so clear to me that you’re still far away
A step away