NEFFEX - At The Top
There's too much that's going on I don't know what to do
Paralyzed by options in this world can't pick and choose yeah
Everybody's life is on display including you
Yet I feel everyday is just the same stuck in a loop
I need some variety
I'm sick of this anxiety
I'm sick of this society
They make us feel a rivalry
Compare ourselves to others
But we all got different mothers
We were raised in different structures
So we're different it's no wonder
I just want a great life
Something where I feel like I just didn't waste time
Something I look back and say that was a great time
'Cause man I just hate when the years pass by the wayside yeah
I'm so lost inside
And I need a little time to find
Who I am in this life
I will find a way to feel alive
I'm so lost inside
And I need a little time to find
Who I am in this life
I will find a way to feel alive
Feel alive
Feel alive
I'm so lost inside
And I need a little time to find who I am inside
You better watch out now
I figured something out
What this whole life's about yeah
It's not the goal it's the journey
Wasted emotion is worry
I'll stop being in a hurry and
I'll just enjoy what I'm doing
Keep pushing forward and moving
Appreciate the improvement yeah
I was so stuck on a goal
Was losing sight of my soul
Need to enjoy getting old
And be so present
I don't know if there's a heaven
But I know I wanna get in
And sometimes I feel a presence
Energy in a direction
So I follow intuition
It took me to a musician
Now I'm on a different mission
To help others with afflictions
Now I'm not lost inside
I finally have seemed to find
Who I am in this life
And I found a way to feel alive
I'm not lost inside
I finally have seemed to find
Who I am in this life
And I found a way to feel alive
Feel alive
Feel alive
I'm not lost inside
I finally have seemed to find who I am inside