Self-Hatred (Within Destruction I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed to feel alive I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed to feel alive Self-hatred burned into my mind My thoughts are fuelled with rage and delusions I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed All this vision frying my perception of reality Can't distinguish apparitions from the real world Losing all sense of moral control I slit my wrist to feel alive once more The euphoria bursts through the veins My heart is burning can you hear it beat I slit my wrist to feel alive once more The euphoria bursts through the veins Finally I am free from the clutches of this conscience No more suffering in this shell of devastation I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed to feel alive I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed to feel alive One last time I close my eyes as darkness fills the room A single exhalation marks the passing of my soul The passing of my soul Finally I am free from the clutches of this conscience No more suffering in this shell of devastation I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed to feel alive I need to hurt to feed my sanity I need to bleed to feel alive
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